So, I got the flyer routes done yesterday. It was a bitch to do, but my brother and my Mom helped, so it was done a lot quicker than I expected it to take me alone. We also went to DQ for orange juliuses afterwards which was a tasty treat.
Spent the rest of that night watching Futurama...and once again wiping out my laptop and starting fresh with a new OS. Well, not exactly "new". I'm now running Ubuntu Linux 10.10 (Maverick Meerkat). To those of you who know nothing about computers, I basically removed everything that made my computer work before and replaced it with something faster and nicer looking but a lot less practical. And I love it so much. Steam, Raptr, and iTunes (to an extent) work inside Ubuntu, and supposedly Microsoft Office 2010 works in it too, but it needs the actual disk to install it, which I don't have.
Today I basically spent my day doing nothing. Set up my computer more, cooked and ate some Pillsbury biscuits, ate half a bag of raw spaghetti, got a really bad headache that two tablets of Tylenol cured instantly, and played Grand Theft Auto IV all evening. Tried some Sobe smoothie drink or something that tasted amazing. But yeah, nothing else really happened.
Tonight I plan on gettin' comfortable and watching some Futurama while eating Pizza Pops. So interesting, right? Well, I wish it was a little more interesting. I think I might get more in-tune with the internet communities at some point...introversion sucks large hairy horse dicks.
...Drama. It is ripping me apart. So many people are dealing with issues with other people, issues with me, issues with other people I know...the list goes on. It's quite frankly the most annoying thing ever. Why can't people just talk out their problems rather than bitching to someone else about them or covering the problems up and acting weird while pretending everyone else knows what's wrong and should be apologizing. But whatever. That was directed at a bunch of people who I am certain don't read my blog anyway *coughsam'sfriendscough* *coughnataliecough*
REMEMBER PEOPLE. I like honesty and I like it when people are open with me. You can pour your heart out to me and I can give you advice, but CONTINUOSLY BUGGING ME ABOUT IT WILL NOT PROVE GOOD FOR MY MOOD OR YOURS. Unless I prompt you for more information, it's best you keep your problems vague rather than going into detail about something I couldn't give less of a shit about.
THAT SAID. There are people that don't talk enough and are always trying to hear about me. Expecting me to talk is a BAD IDEA. One-sided conversations will usually drop my interest pretty quickly. I struggle as-is trying to keep up conversations where both people are talking. It's even worse when one person starts a conversation and sits there expecting me to say interesting things or rant or blah blah blah, and every five minutes they'll post "lala" or whatever to signify that the conversation is going nowhere and I apparently need to do something about it, when in fact it is BOTH of our responsibility as we're BOTH part of the conversation and BOTH of us are not talking.
Kinda got off on a rant there. Notice I'm not angry, just...a little fed up with all this. Tired, if you will. Right now I'm actually in a good(ish) mood in person (if a bit lonely), but naturally my inner, unspoken voice that only really makes it out onto the internet is very depressed and angry and sad and all those negative things that people don't like to see or feel. So I'm not yelling, just...thought-dumping, I guess. Like taking a load off my back emotionally.
That's all for tonight, I guess...
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